Much sympathy. Here are some rather sweet exercises in TW fandom which may prove a solace:

With Room Enough to Heal. How Torchwood recovers after "Exit Wounds", played out against glimpses of the relationship between Martha Jones and Ten.

"There's a girl and she is the kind of girl Jack would help carry her suitcase from the station.

Except Martha has a car and he is in danger of over-romanticizing trains."

http://community.livejournal.com/42number/61211.html


What You Wish For. Adult. A hot and terribly sweet exercise in PC Andy/Tosh porn (sic).

"He feels like a right goon, standing there in front of the window with a highly visible trouser tent and shit, is that Mikey from down the road?"

http://notevery.livejournal.com/14045.html


Steady as She Goes. A very nicely-edited Tosh fanvid, to the eponymous song by The Raconteurs.

http://www.imeem.com/kuwdora/video/UyA_qy6d/kuwdora_steady_as_she_goes_tv_video/

Enjoy.